Of ideas
Of time
Of reasons to stay
Of excuses
Of patience
Of prayers to pray.

I’m out of tears
I’m out of lies,
I’m out of guesses,
I’m out of bad advice,
Ideas that aren’t good enough,
Dreams that aren’t big enough,
A life that isn’t good enough.

I’m out of my mind
Thinking about where we are heading,
Trying to put pieces in order
When they’re scattered and floating
Further apart with every day.

You walk out
Slip by,
Ignore what is needing to be said.

I’m out of concern,
Of reason,
Of doubt,
Of love.
Of this relationship
Cause it is not working…